I'm just plain out of steam at the moment. Hopefully I can regain my spark after the New Year. Right now I'm just trying to get my portfolio ready for submission, worrying about money while half-heartedly doing pro bono freelance (for friends), and spending a lot of time in philosophical bewilderment and spiritual defeat. My waking hours aren't very lucid and I'm just sort of mulling about in a zombie trance. Thus is the temperament of a lazy, unfocused artist with more ambition than energy. Like a bear, I only wish to hybernate until Spring breathes life back into my lungs.
Simply put, I hate Winter.