So what happened to Cal Arts? One might ask themselves if they cared at all about this blog or happenings in my life (which might well be like 3 people).
LIFE... that's what happened.
Despite my efforts over the last year or so I can only guess that I just didn't fight hard enough or the tidal wave of happenstance was just too strong, but the cards simply aren't in place. A lot of cruddy things happened during the summer to prevent me from having the resources to go and a fair amount of GOOD things are happening right now that are pulling me away from focusing on school.
It's down to doing what Cal Arts would've done for me anyway, only I'd be doing it on my own and without having that safety net of school under my feet or going to school and simply delaying my struggle to hopefully give me a better shot somewhere down the line.
If you know me then you know that whether I'm in school or not, I don't stop learning and drawing and trying to get better. Maybe in another year. A year to get out of debt, repair my credit and be more self reliant and prepared for bigger tasks. But by then I might have already achieved my goals.
Nothing is ever certain no matter how well you plan things out. That's the biggest lesson I've learned so far.
Anyway, maybe I'll see some of you guys in Corny's class.